My heart is just being reminded to remember that God is in control and that i should not worry about whatever happens tomorrow or in the future, for the future is not guaranteed at all. I am reminded of the great sermon by Jesus in Matthew, i.e. the sermon on the mount where he tells us to not worry about what happens in life, but most importantly is to seek his face.
"But seek first his kingdom and his righteousness, and all these things will be given to you as well. Therefore do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about itself. Each day has enough trouble of its own" (Matthew 6:33-34)
Even though i want to be in a relationship, and particularly with this girl i like, seeing how much of an idol or functional saviour she has become to me, it is really amazing that God has sorta just taken it away from me straight after i finished my exam. I don't know the reason, but i certainly feel a chain just fall off my shoulders. I think God is reminding me to live for what is ultimately worthy. Although marriage and a relationship is very much a gift from God, in the end, if my heart is not right with God, then no matter how good that gift is in the end, it will just lead me to destruction.
God thank you for being patient with me, despite my constant rebellion, you love me not because of anything i did or will do, but because of your son Jesus Christ. God help me seek for righteousness and holiness with the same vigour that i would have pursued selfishness and my own desires. May your will be done that i would be like your beautiful son Jesus Christ. Amen!!
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amen bro amen! glad to see youre not doing too bad!! :)
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